starting work in a few days. not looking forward to it at all. i guess working in general is fine but i cannot tahan politics and ot eh. sigh. well have to get used to it. at least our batch is pretty big in kkh terms. there's 6 of us so shouldnt be that bad. first thing first, we must ask them to let us go for graduation. there is no way in hell i'm not going to collect my diploma and wear my graduation gown after slogging through nyp for 3 bloody years to get what i ask you?! a diploma. you got me. only a diploma. whereas my fren from ntu is graduating with an honours after slogging through 3 years also. plus her starting pay is going to be spectacular. sigh. why oh why.
still waiting for my academic package from csu to arrive. not expecting it anytime soon.most likely end of june/early july.which is not a bad thing considering that i have at least a month to settle down in work routine before i get thrown to do assignments n stuff. sigh. everytime i think about work, i think about ot which results in me getting goosebumps all over.sobs.why oh why.
been slacking my entire hols away. didnt go on any vacation.sad right? sigh.wish i got to go somewhere.jakarta doesnt count at all. that was a business trip to sort out my wedding stuff.argh! so jealous looking at everyone's photos. i think i'm getting fatter. sigh. my tummy, butt and hips r getting bigger. well since all i do is eat n eat n eat. that doesnt help. i think i'm having depression. cos i'm eating non stop. when i'm stressed i can barely eat. must start a new exercise regime for my own good. i mean i wanna fit into my gown perfectly.
everyone's convinced that they'll loose weight after they start work.if that's the case then that's the best form of dieting i can get.but i guess the gd part about working in kkh is that i must walk to the bus stop back and forth everyday.so that constitutes something right?the bad thing about kkh is that food is ex eh.it's kopitiam.and it's kind of not nice if i expect my mum 2 make me lunch everyday.so i think in order to save money (cos i need to buy a lot of stuff leading up to the wedding), i'm going to only eat lunch if i work office hours n there is a designated lunch break. so if my shifts ends early or starts late, i'm going to do my pocket a favour and eat at home.
rambles on and on and on.
