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starting work in a few days. not looking forward to it at all. i guess working in general is fine but i cannot tahan politics and ot eh. sigh. well have to get used to it. at least our batch is pretty big in kkh terms. there's 6 of us so shouldnt be that bad. first thing first, we must ask them to let us go for graduation. there is no way in hell i'm not going to collect my diploma and wear my graduation gown after slogging through nyp for 3 bloody years to get what i ask you?! a diploma. you got me. only a diploma. whereas my fren from ntu is graduating with an honours after slogging through 3 years also. plus her starting pay is going to be spectacular. sigh. why oh why.
still waiting for my academic package from csu to arrive. not expecting it anytime soon.most likely end of june/early july.which is not a bad thing considering that i have at least a month to settle down in work routine before i get thrown to do assignments n stuff. sigh. everytime i think about work, i think about ot which results in me getting goosebumps all over.sobs.why oh why.
been slacking my entire hols away. didnt go on any vacation.sad right? sigh.wish i got to go somewhere.jakarta doesnt count at all. that was a business trip to sort out my wedding stuff.argh! so jealous looking at everyone's photos. i think i'm getting fatter. sigh. my tummy, butt and hips r getting bigger. well since all i do is eat n eat n eat. that doesnt help. i think i'm having depression. cos i'm eating non stop. when i'm stressed i can barely eat. must start a new exercise regime for my own good. i mean i wanna fit into my gown perfectly.
everyone's convinced that they'll loose weight after they start work.if that's the case then that's the best form of dieting i can get.but i guess the gd part about working in kkh is that i must walk to the bus stop back and forth everyday.so that constitutes something right?the bad thing about kkh is that food is ex eh.it's kopitiam.and it's kind of not nice if i expect my mum 2 make me lunch everyday.so i think in order to save money (cos i need to buy a lot of stuff leading up to the wedding), i'm going to only eat lunch if i work office hours n there is a designated lunch break. so if my shifts ends early or starts late, i'm going to do my pocket a favour and eat at home.
rambles on and on and on.
well...i was reading chun meng's blog n i wanted to laugh about the whole gilmore girls moment...thank god i caught myself before i laughed cos i realised that i'm going to go through that moment too in July when the last Harry Potter is finally published...it's like your all excited wanting to know what's going to happen then you realise that when you know what's going to happen there's no more turning back and there's no more looking forward too...ARGH!I reali dont know how i'm going to be able to handle it...i pray that it'll be happily ever after...i know i know she said she's going to kill off two characters but still...i'm a firm believer of happily ever afters...i mean the world needs it...really...too many sad things happening in the world this days.
i hope everyone's having a good rest before work starts...i'm not reali looking forward to it...i guess general radiography doesnt bother me...but i'm freaking out about ot...please pray i get sent to do modalities asap...ultrasound...i want ultrasound!
is it just me or everytime i log on to blogger something changes...hahha...probably cos i'm always not logging in...hahah...anyway after much thinking, i've decide i'm going to do the charles sturt degree...can't wait for south bank cos i'll end up losing 6 months and that's a lot of time for me...i cant afford to miss Duke's intake for 2008...
god please bless me that i'll get a place...please2
been feeling tired lately...i have a wedding to plan...you know how stressful that is?
well...school is officially over...i can breathe a sigh of relief cos i no longer have to wake at 5am every morning to study last minute for exams...yea! plus there are no more morning trips to yio chu kang...
the last few weeks of sch have been akward and memorable...imaging and nuclear med paper trned out to be better than i expected but sociology paper was trully a nightmare...oh well...i just hope to clear all my papers...please god...i need this...fyp didnt end the way i expected it to...really thought that our group deserved to be the best...but unfortunately i have been disappointed...sigh...the bitter part of it all is that i will always remember the fact that you have to be superficial, an empty vessel in order to succeed...just suck up and you will win...
went to the spa on tues...went for a facial and creambath...excellent service...heh...
have been having a great time with faesal this past few weeks...trully enjoy his company...he's someone i'm glad i'm growing old with, have children with and share my life with...he's so understanding and loving...when i was growing up, i always told myself i wanted to marry prince charming but as i got older, i didnt believe there was trully such a thing...but dear has been great, really made me believe in happily ever afters again...for that i'm trully greatful.
Groucher is back...sigh...
I'm so sleepy and irritated with everything right now...good luck to the person i snap at...must be premenstrual stress...i dont know...sigh...BHS never seems to get settled...i'm hating clementi a lot right now...not in the mood...
my laptop crashed on me last night! sigh...well the warranty is almost up anyway...at least it crashed before the warranty is up...such a huge sigh of relief...am so broke right now...no money to get anything...but yet people are making me get things for them and making me pay first...sigh...
the traffic was horrrendous today...woke up early, was at the bus stop early, took the earlier bus yet i was late...only reached school at 9.20am...sigh thanks to the weather...it was raining heavily in the east...ironiclly it was pure sunshine when i reach ang mo kio ave 5.
have so many things to do today...i think i'm going to die...need to send my laptop for repairs today...so might have to skip lessons today...the saddest part was that i've already done my fyp and admin and law assignment...the stupid part was that i didnt back it up cos the ass that i was i forgot to bring back my thumbdrive a fter meeting on saturday...called fujitsu...they said they can save my hard drive...cos i didnt drop my laptop...so there is still hope...but must come early n wait at the shop so they can give me a rough idea after an hour if there is hope...
didnt bring my laptop out with me today cos it was raining and i didnt want to do more damage to it...so i have to go all the way back to east coast, pick it up and send it for servicing...
need to run an errand for my brother too...sigh...he needs me to print the Singapore Student Society membership cards...sigh...so i have to go down to bras basah...sigh2...
cant sms my fiance...i can call him, he can call me, he can sms me but somehow i cant sms him...beyond irritated with that fact...wasnt too happy...was crying when i couldnt get hold of him at first cos me being me i was worried like crap something happened to him...glad i managed to get hold of him yesterday and he called me at night after he settled him...he bought this calling card...it gives him 12000mins and it only costs him A$10...so we managed to talk for 3hours yesterday till he had to go to sleep...sydney is 3hrs ahead...poor thing...dear, sorry i only let you sleep at 2.30am...i know you've class at 8am today...i miss u...
bleargh...
I am in a seriously confused, irritated and bad mood. I wish this person can just back off and stop saying things that is bloody irritating.
I wish she can just get with the programme.
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