emotional anguish

Thursday, July 27, 2006

i will like to start off this post by thanking all my lovely frens for being there for me when my grandfather passed away...

i miss him dearly...time will heal the pain i guess...

more tmr

# posted by Sabrina at 5:54 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

me, myself and i

i really think i should start being more selfish now...should think of myself more than i think of others? but maybe it's not the way i was brought up...

was at parkway parade on saturday with my sister...by chance the singapore idol top 11 were there...goodness...if i had been5 years younger i would've probably been in the line wanting their autographs...well the wonders of make up can make even a minah look good...

you know my uncle once asked me and my sister wat a minah is and my sister cooly answered...a minah is a malay girl and you dont like her...thank god i didnt grow up into a minah...then again doubt it would've been possible...wat with none of my frens being minah...

well i've decided to skip ths morning's practical...having cramps again...woke me up from my sleep...sigh...feeling a bit better now since i took my pain killer...

weighed myself today...ok so i'm no gaining weight afterall...actually lost weight...am 2kg lighter now then i was at the start of holidays...really thought i was gaining weight...wat with all the eating and sleeping i did during the world cup...wait a minute...that was the only thing i did...oops...not good...

my knee still hurts...so just to play safe will really take it easy during physical fitness test...i mean it hurts when i'm not even moving...is it getting worst? doubt so...havent been running since i promised pris i would stop running and that was like last year...

am going to be really packed this weekend...need to clear a lot of undone work which include the following

editing my own behavioural sc slides
doing my rad informatics assignment
writing my behavioural sc speech
collating all the references as they come in 4 behavioural sc report
visit my grandpa
teach tuition
clear all my radiography e-pracs
go to von's house and watch high sch musical...whoo hoo

ok and here is my shopping list

from u2

saw this 3 work pants...now at $29.40 each...havent decided which colour...sigh
saw this 5 skirts...now at $23.40 each...havent decided which colour me wanna get...
saw this blazer...now at $48.30...this one is a must buy for me...

from fox...sale starts tmr!!!!!

wanna get their board shorts eh...

from other shops...dont let me even get started...sigh

# posted by Sabrina at 7:13 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

there's justice>

Juventus, Lazio, and Fiorentina have been relegated from Serie A as a result of the match-fixing scandal.

AC Milan have avoided relegation, but will start next season with a 15-point deficit, and have had 44 points taken from their tally for the 2005-06 season.

Juventus have been stripped of their Serie A titles for each of the last two seasons. They will start next campaign with a 30-point deficit.

Fiorentina will start in Serie B with a 12-point deficit and Lazio a seven-point deficit.
The rulings mean that none of the four clubs will be allowed to play in Europe next season.

# posted by Sabrina at 10:41 PM

can't breathe>

i'm so stressed right now...so many things on my mind...i wish i could just drop everything n disappear...but i can't...too many responsibilities...can't breathe sometimes...crap..pls give me some space..

saying goodbye isnt easy...but knowing that one day u'll have 2 say goodbye...does it make it easier for u...or worse? i think it's worse cos u r simpling dreading the day...not knowing when...not knowing how...not knowing how it's going to feel...not knowing how the world's going 2 change...i dont think i'm strong enough to say goodbye...i don think i'll ever be ready to accept having to let go...i wish i was still at a stage in my life where i didnt understand wat was happening...didnt build emotional attachments with someone so that it doesnt hurt when the person says goodbye...people say there's a heaven...my religion believes in a heaven...but is the person really going to be alright...is it going to be ok?...i wish i knew...so letting go might not hurt so much...my eyes get so wet when i c u...but i tell myself i cant cry...not in front of u...not in front of other people...

# posted by Sabrina at 9:21 AM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

a new slate>

Well here's my new blog...up and running...decided to shift to this new url because some people can just be so cruel...it's my blog...i have every right to put what i want here but et there are those who deem it fit to criticise others...

i lost my wallet yesterday...it was pickpocketed yesterday...i'm obviously upset...there was about $37 in my wallet and my 2 atm cards and my 2 debit cards...my cashcard...and so many other things...my i/c, my mother's library card...most of all there were photos of my dearest frens...that upsets me the most...frens who r close n trully dear to me...i beg the person who took it to return me my things...take the money i dont care...i just want the contents inside...

such a hassle to loose ur wallet...so many people to call to cancel cards...

there were a few name cards inside...i hope you call one of those people who then can contact me about my wallet...

pls god i never really ask much from you...

# posted by Sabrina at 4:11 AM